I Tried so hard

You know nothing come easy, you gotta try hard, I tried hard...but I guess I
gotta try harder...


it's like I was giving 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, and I keep running away from the ones that say they
love me the most how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be close and uh, I
just don't know but I be out here fighting demons and, it's like a curse that I can't change
this part of me and lord, would you help me? and stop this pain  because I keep   on wounding my family